Dad, it's been 2 yrs without you and I'm still ok with this. Time has made me miss you more. I keep going back in my mind of when you were in the hospital and everyone tried to tell me but I wouldn't listen. I know "Your Doctor" hahahha... I stayed by your side around the clock begging you to wake up, singing to you hoping you would wake up and say will you please just shut up!!! Putting your other Dr in his place and anyone else...One of your friends called me your little body guard! I laugh when I think of that because I get my strongness and courage from you...The stubborn one who won't budge..today I find myself saying Oh I need to call my Dad and tell him this, I just told Nevin I would buy him a real tie and you would show me how to tie it..then it hits like a ton of bricks on my chest thatI can't call you and you can't show me how to tie a tie(He still doesn't have one) and I won't get crazy off the wall phone calls from you, harressing me...So today I need to say I miss you Dad, I miss everything about you....Thank you Dad for blessing me with your winks..That gave me courage that I can do this...I love you today tomorrow ..forever...